Swimming 40:00 [2] 0.5 mi (1:19:58 / mi)
Getting sick of working late over the past couple weeks and being tired when I get home. Finally got out at a reasonable time today and did a 1/2 mile in the pool @ Lifetime - first time in a few months I've done that. I'm still not very fast (all breast stroke), but haven't forgotten anything. There were also two positive signs today:
1. I've mentioned my long-standing aversion to water before, and the reasons for it. I'll jump in, but it's not my first choice of what to do. As I result, I tend to subconsciously tense up which is generally not a very good thing (my swim instructor first brought this to my attention.) But today, about 20 minutes in, I had a "perspective shift". For probably the first time, it felt like the water was something that could (would) support me, instead of something I could sink into - not a conscious thought but a physical understanding. It was very calming (for a half a lap, at least.)
2. That experience started me thinking. A couple laps later, I caught myself working out something else in my head, and don't remember the mechanics of the stroke. Of course, that just implies that the motions are becoming internalized through repetition - nothing out of the ordinary,but an advance in any case. Maybe not having practiced in a long time was what kept me from overthinking it.
Too bad I can't listen to the iPod in the pool ;)
Next step is to finally learn how to keep my feet from sinking during freestyle. If I use a float, I can get across the pool pretty well, but without it I don't really know how to stay trim and my feet head for the bottom. I'm a bit worried this was a crutch left over from when I took lessons.