orienteering long 6:30:00 [4] 16.0 mi (24:22 / mi) +1070m 20:11 / mi
shoes: Salomon XA pro, gray
Planned to go up Paintbrush canyon, over the divide, and down Cascade Canyon. Pushed hard to get to the top of Paintbrush Canyon, and followed the trail across some sketchy snowfields, including one very steep and exposed slope (but the snow was soft and was postholed). I thought I was already over the divide, and was confused that the trail kept on going up a switchback on steep scree. After hiking halfway up the scree and losing the trail, I got scared and thought I was actually on a mountaineering route up some peak, and decided not to continue due to the perceived danger/exposure. Sat down and studied the horrible topo map and was still convinced I was over the divide and was off on some climber's trail. Retraced my steps to the saddle, traversing the snow slope lower down so that there were be less distance to slide if I fell (This was a stupid decision becase I had to make my own steps in the snow, actually increasing my risk). Spent a long time trying to find a non-existent trail that I thought woud descend from the saddle. Traversed and descended as far as I could (thinking I was over the divide), aiming for a lake that I thought was Lake Solitude, but was actually Grizzly Lake. Almost made it all the way down, but ran into some cliffs while following a stream down, and almost tried to downclimb near a cascade, but decided the slope was too loose, and I couldn't see the angle and height of the cliff below. Thank god I didn't go further, because I would have ended up at the wrong lake with no trail, and would have had to climb all the way back up to get out. Back at the saddle, I saw hikers roped up and descending the scree switchback, which further convinced me it wasn't the trail I was looking for. After spending over an hour being confused by the trail and attempting to travel crosscountry with no luck, I decided to bag it and turn around, making for a long enough day hike. In the end, after talking with my cabin mate, I was finally convinced that I hadn't made it over the divide. The switchback up the scree goes over Paintbrush divide. I was mad that the ranger gave me bad information that the trail was hikeable, or that I misunderstood him that I could hike it with no ice axe (which I saw some hikers doing). This was a tough introduction to the mountains that tested by judgement in outdoor situations and pushed me to my limits of risk-taking.
Dinner: Chinese buffet - I was super hungry and super tired.